God.......2 long dreadful weeks of exams are finally over! But i ain't feelin' any better though.

Im so so worry bout my trials which is in 4 months time and there is so much more to study! I seriously feel guilty not being a good girl working my butt off. I tried......

I wish i had gone to boarding school! I meant the good ones...not the ones with horrible facilities and so on....I seriously cant stay any longer at my house! Things had been getting worst than what happen during my PMR year! I know that living with your parents are the greatest thing you can never ask for but sometimes i rather not see them as often as i do now! Boarding school doesnt mean you won't see them right? Unlike being in abroad...but if i had a chance earlier, i would choose abroad since my sister is abroad! So far only my sister knows what im feeling right now! caught between being good and bad....or something like that!

Big Congrats to Jordin Sparks for winning American Idol...she's awesome especially when she's same age as me! And then, there was the speech day! I was invited to attend as i was awarded the "COLOUR AWARD" which is something regarding sports. Talking bout it shows me how much fencing is my passion instead of a hobby and how much i miss not attending training although it can be a killer sometimes.

Tommorow is Teacher's Day celebration and im quite frustrated about it...not the teachers but some people....It's Pn. Sharifah's last day too...im so gonna miss her! She taught my sis before and now me...so i suppose she taught for quite some time already!But oh well...i still got her contact! hehe....

Then on Sat, im going for a camp in Perak. A real camp...not motivational talks but a real C-A-M-P, real tents and fire by the beach, jungle tracking up the hill across the stream, doing things i never imagine doing it...its gonna be awesome especially when im going with my friends! Looking forward to that activity before hitting back to my books and not forgetting collecting my saddenning results!