Its great to be home...But its not actually great being at home!


In fact, i actually feel like getting out of the house! 3 days had passed and i had loads of fun and its where i can do whatever i like without being told by someone.Its only 3 days but i enjoyed alot...and i meant A LOT compared to home! We went to beach and had lots of fun! The camp was so amazing...it actually showed me the adventurous side of me and im asking for more! Being at the beach at night was even more amazing but i was already half dead by then...but it was nice! The air, the sky, the wind....it was part of my i-need-to-do list with anyone or even alone. Which ever applies to it nicer.


I was talking to my sister and we actually agreed in this self-made-philosophy: Being away from home is definitely good in terms of studying and doing what you ever wanted to do without someone telling you off (except sexual relationship unless you're desperate)and in fact its gonna be the best day of your life! BUT its not all good b'cause there is no love around you, and home cooked food and being care by someone who are your family. You tend to get homesick and lonely when you have nothing to do, nothing to keep you buzy and away from thinking bout your family.


Well, seriously i wished i was at aus with my sister NOW!!!! Sometimes i just need to get out of the house..get some fresh air instead of being locked in like a prison. Less than an hour after i woke up, i had been told what to do and this really sucks...a lot!!! It doesnt even feel like holiday to me at all...in fact its a NO holiday for me at all! Apparently, i tested myself being away from my family...as in when they are out for a couple of nights or so, i actually survived and did things i would never think of doing it! Like i actually studied more and i did what i want to do without neglecting anything! When they're home, they made me studied which i think i didnt really absorb any informations to my head!


Does this prove im more into an independent life or are my parents just being too much of a freaking nagger sometimes and thinks she-cant-handle-it situation?If they want me to grow up, then treat me like a grown up not being protective and giving too much love! but giving love its okay....i dont mind! *giggles*