A movie i watched 2 years ago has struck to reality...im serious! and it happened right here, right now! Watching the movie was a real heartache and i eventually sob with the girl in the movie. Never had i once thought it would happen to me like how i wish it wouldnt but it's only the beginning.

Every groupie has its own leader right? Whether you like it or not, there will be one...even if they say no. Its scary to be alone as you'll never expect what will happen next! If the story really falls on me, i will still win in the end but i'll end up being physically ill. I hope that doesnt happen to me.

Im not mad or furious because i wasn't invited to a fancy party...or because i was trashed real bad by friends but by the way i was hurt in my heart by a true friend i trust and knew since 8 years ago, betrayed me and not telling me what's happening. Instead her friends came against me.

A popular girl will always win over anything with an unpopular girl. They can do the meanest thing you can never imagine, ripping ur heart as if like they care....(BUT so far i haven't come across these cases yet but you do get my point right?) And sadly, im the girl who lost to everyone even they're not popular. Where do i stand now? If any of you ever watched that movie,"The Odd Girl Out", you'll know what im telling but in a less crucial way though. But my point is that friendship is hard to find, everywhere around you, they're your friends but to find the one who respect you, who laugh at you when you're doing the most embarrassing things you can never imagine, who tells you off and always to tell the truth about your hair, appearance or what so ever, even if it hurts your feeling,....that's what you call a true friend and you'll be lucky to have her/him.

Eventually i fell into a pit when i thought i was reaching towards it....