Friendship stinks and i mean it...not to offend those who have strong friendships!

It's so hard to get and once you get it, it doesnt really guarentee if it'll last long!

well...that happened to me!!!

Went to 1U today with my mom to make myself much happier but don't think that had work much. Went to get something for someone. Then bought myself some stuff too....

Walk walk walk....the more i walk the more i hated the mall! yea, so you see my problem?Just cant get over it...sometimes just feel like chopping em' into pieces, blend it and pour it into the sea! I know, what a wild and whacko imaginations i have but can't a girl just imagine about it? Shouldnt have given myself that chance....and now, its back to square one!

Went dinner at steakhouse. Not really in the mood the whole day. Since my dad brought red label Wolf Blass to the restaurant, i got myself a glass of white wine too! i know...its illegal but i do drink a lil. Then went to the Koh's. WOW, me and E.J do have a lot to talk about!! Studies really scares me now!!

I MISS MY SISTER SO MUCH!!!!!

feel like she's the only one who listens to me and help me out!!! Just wished i was there spending my time with her although i know she's buzy and stuff..but i do feel much more secure!