DOWN THE DRAIN

My exams are toast

My results are toast

Next thing you know,

Lancaster U here i come!

*inside joke*

which i take it quite personal because it may be true!

Today i broke down again right after my Economics paper. I know it's probably nothing big but this happens when panic attack during exams. I was naturally born for that. Owh trust me, the whole bunch of us heading to the hall in the lift, and i can totally sence the heat...the stress level in the lift itself. It was such an intensed moment everything i revised 5 minutes before the exam was already forgotten 5 minutes after i start my paper. Tell me how not to worry and i'll love you to bits. And the funny thing is, if it wasn't an exam, if it was a verbal quiz, the first thing you'll hear is my voice.

To top it off, having a mom who hauls when you're already stressed up and lost focus isn't making the situation better. Isn't that reasonable enough for i, rather spent my 1 week break in college studying rather than to stay at home listening to her.

I need one of these stress ball pronto...