The BIG 18 is out...


My teen years are fading soon yet
some say it's the beginning of a journey..


Im turning into an Old fart now =(


It was only a couple of hours since i watched fencing Olympics and then i remembered, my mom blew off my most important competition of the season. I was devastated obviously, i mean preparing and having so much spirit in it and suddenly a week before the competition, a drop dead NO just right across your face. I was mad at her, in fact we had a silent war zone..but that ended up pretty early!


And now, parents are arguing downstairs while im trying to make myself feeling stronger everytime the debating topic ends up the same damn thing. Im worried sick about everything that is going through in the house and it really makes me think twice if i should leave abroad next year. The feeling of guiltiness and perhaps they might even kill each other leaving under the same roof for another 10 years! Yea true enough that they have been together for like 25 years but i still don't understand how my parents can tolerate with each other! still a puzzle to me..


I don't like the sound of it but im just worried if there is a "what if"..


Turning 18 this year is whatever, i mean the bigger the number, the more responsibilities you get, right? The only free bonanza i can think of is
being legal..



great... now i get scolding for nothing!