Im feeling a lil down lately althought i seem to have the fullest energy in college. A lot have been crossing my mind; what i should do now and what i shall do next, life, countdowns to important events, future, education....




When it comes down to everything, im no talent in handling it. Talking about talent...i guess i have none. I have friends who are talented in ballet, music, fencing, chess, creativity mind, writes fantastically, acting.... yet sometimes i'm still wondering what am i talented in. I won't say im envy or jealous when someone tells another person he/she is talented and maybe the next rising star while you're just sitting there hoping those words are being said to you. It's just a word you cannot describe and note that i'm not emoing!




I've worked hard for who i am right now althought i know i didn't work hard enough....hehe
I'm just trying to find out what i'm good at naturally and perhaps people would acknowledge me for who i am, not for what i've work for.

I MISS MY LAMEY MELISSA...

HURRY COME BACK, UR MISSING ALL THE

FUN!!!

( jangan nak p'rasan ya...)