What a day to start....got back most of my results from the 1st monthly test and gosh...i sucked!!!

From what i can tell....i think im a negatively smart girl in the class...simpler english, it means im a dumbass! I know i should be optimist but just incase if you don't realize, my class is freaking smart in a way and also siao siao in a way...difficult to explain but being in my shoes, you'll get it! You'll have all the fun you want and yet stress up and gets pressure all you want!

I seriously feel so guilty now for not doing good in the test! Hopefully i'll score better in the Mid-terms and probably earn myself a good forecast results and SPM results! So worried now!

Now i can do nothing but try again and of course have to face the "look" aka my father. Its real scary! Hope he is more understanding like my mom....

Oh well, got to go! Can't wait for some more DOOMed papers!!!